Sedih

dear bloggie..
Another tiring week and another sad thing happened. Capek banget. Karna, keadaan badan yang kurang fit dalam minggu-minggu ini.Sedih, karna nilai mid-sem TIDAK memuaskan. Apa emang dasarnya gw bego kali ya ?? Apa kurang kerja keras ?? Apa kurang doa ?? Perasaan semua udah gw lakuin maksimal, tapi hasilnya selalu sangat dan tidak memuaskan. Sedih banget ga bisa bangga sama hasil kerja sendiri. Pengen lebih usaha lagi, paling engga tidak ada nilai yang menyedihkan. Perasaan dulu waktu SMA ga gini-gini amat deh nilainya. Ya ALLAH please safe me. Please guide me to your best way. Please help me doing my dream. Please, help me to make my parents happy. Its all i can say up until now. I'm just so sad. I'd really love to stay here, in UKM. I'd really love to stay in Optometry course. I'd really love to have more times with my friends. Please..... Please...