Crazy Stupid Love #2

I just want to lay my body
I just want to let my self fall down
break down
with tears streaming down my face

God, punish me for having this feeling
God, punish me for even thinking of something painfully impossible for this reality
God, punish me so I will be relieved
God, punish me so I able to forget
God, punish me

I'm tired
I feel lost
I feel numb
I feel exhausted
I don't know what I feel anymore
Its like I'm suffocating

God, punish me for being crazy and stupid over this love

Crazy Stupid Love #1

You, You, Oh You

I don't now whats got into me

I don't know what makes me turn around crazy over you

again and again

I don't know whats happening with us

with you and with me

Why, Why, Oh Why

The voice you speak to me warm my heart

The words you say they soothe me

To know you haven't changed, calm my heart

Is it fair to ask you for my life in hereafter

Is it fair to be with you making more memories than what 

we already had

Is it even possible just to dream about you every night

Is it make sense to tell the world you are one part of my soul that missing

somewhere far away from me

I know this is crazy
I know this is stupid

But love is crazy and stupid. 

and

I miss you.

Medan, December 8th 2015

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